you are the perfect example of someone who doesn't love me at all. ...and that's why i hate you so very much. worse than not loving me is that you are indifferent toward me.
i can't be ignored. how could you ignore me? how could you not notice me? how could you treat me like i'm not important? how could you be so...sleepy?
i NEEDED you. ...and you weren't there for me. you failed me...you failed me in so many ways.
i was supposed to be the most important thing in your life...and you let me die. ...and that's why i hate you so very much.
...my primitive thoughts, feelings, and ideas...offered into the night sky...
Sunday, December 11, 2011
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- That Girl
- ...a scared, scary, excitable, hyperbolic, friendly puppy of a girl who is moral and moralistic, puritanical, yet experimental and very curious, ontologically-overwhelmed...a life dilettante with hungry kaleidoscope eyes whose favorite facial expression is "I see you" and wants everyone to love her (even those people who, much to her dismay, get cheap thrills from using shock value as a way to try to get people's attention or to just purely annoy or disgust)...who makes her world statement mostly as a hard-core ethical, lifestyle compassion activist of this, our cosmic consciousness...who perpetually dreams and wishes circles around herself and as a result may, in fact, never actually grow up...thanks Mom and Dad.
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